The Young Face of Drug Abuse in the Northeast: Kristen Delgado, 18

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Kristen Delgado now blames some of her best friends from high school for introducing her to heroin and abetting her drug abuse.

Though Kristen, from West Milford, N.J., enjoyed getting high, she also felt ashamed of her drug use and hid it from her parents, teachers, and employer.

At 18, Kristen is one among a swelling number of teens and 20-year-olds who are developing addictions to heroin and prescription opiates and who live in suburbs across the Northeast.

Though she nearly died overdosing on heroin before arriving at a drug treatment facility in northern New Jersey earlier this year, Kristen is thankful to be alive and has been clean for seven months.

She recently spoke with U.S. News about her addiction. Excerpts:

On her daily routine. Wake up, use, do something, go to school, make a deal, sell, use, go to classes, use, go to work, use in the bathroom at work, hang out with my boyfriend, use all evening, come home, say goodnight to my parents, sneak back out, use all night, get back at six in the morning, take a shower, do it all over again. That's what it was like for the last month before I came to Daytop earlier this year (for the second time).

On wanting to get help. I remember last time I was in Daytop, I went to meetings and got a sponsor even though I was still using. I would call my sponsor in the morning to go over our daily reflections, but toward the end of the call, I would start withdrawing. After I got off the phone with her, I would be crying because I was withdrawing so badly. I wanted to tell her that I was using again, but I just couldn't.

On surviving a heroin overdose. I'm so grateful to be alive. This time is my fourth in-patient rehab and my sixth program overall, but I'm trying hard to make sure this is my last. I used to get in trouble, go to rehab, get out, relapse, and do it all over again. Now I know that this time needs to be different. Before I just didn't care, but now I do. I'm actually trying this time.

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Hi, I never dared to give my opinion on drugs, for fear of rejection and be marked for life. Most people think it's impossible to get off drugs, especially heroin. Unfortunately for me, I was hooked on heroin 15 years, 5 years and 10 years followed sporadic. Now 20 years ago that I release, it was very difficult, but always had the support of my parents and thank them and my struggle, never give up gets out. He led a normal life, and nobody, unless I tell it knows nothing.

Many times I would tell how was my life, but I was always afraid to pass on to my family. A few years ago I lost my family, my son's death in a car accident and then after six months of my wife, she can not stand the death of our only child. Although I have not lost pole to fall, because my family was very solid structure. Now when I play a syringe disgust me and I did not say anything just gives me great shame that the youth do not realize where they are getting. It could help a lot but damn bureaucracy, and ignorance of most people, make many of us silent, to not be scarred for life.

I sent very strong and can fight out, you just have to say "YES"

PEP of IL 11:05PM May 04, 2011

hey grl!! hope alls going well over there. I am studying Youth Work/Theology in South Africa (Stellenbosch university). I came across your clip on youtube while looking for 'n case study on substance dependency. yes i know that sounds impersonal- but dont take offense! i thought on just telling you. You are making a difference in many peoples lives - i mean i got this clip...how many other also read it!... just stick it out there! youll be alble to handle is, you will be strong enough and relapse are for the birds;)! you go girl!.... im so glad i got your clip, its like 'knowing' you..rather than just taking a bunch of books- im actuali gonna ad it in my paper! thanks! [take it for what it is;)]..... 10 pages look alot less now! 10:45PM SA time. souds cormy i know - but if it helped me with something like this - picture it in others lives! hope u get this msg!

Eliznica

Eliznica 4:49PM April 28, 2011

Kristen you are very brave, I am around your age, male, in ohio, and some how got on heroin. i am almost a year clean. the only way to beat it is to start working out, taking care of your body, making money/saving, and bossing out. hit me up if you wanna chat

Nick of OH 2:11PM July 01, 2010

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